So as I am still in the process of finding a job, I have had
lots of time to think about my life and evaluate what I am doing and how I can
better myself. I have felt that I need to start losing my worries and start
serving those around me more. As members of the LDS church, we have been
counseled to lose ourselves in the service of our fellow men and everything
that worries us in our lives will fall into place. I have a plaque in my home
on the wall by our front door that says, "…As for me and my house, we will
serve the Lord." I thought to myself, why am I not doing my absolute best
in trying to fulfill this duty/responsibility? I need to start setting an example now for my
future family and get my act together and start serving in whatever capacity
possible. As I have come to this realization, I have already seen the effects
that it has had on my attitude and I know that I am truly blessed and am SO
grateful for this opportunity to serve this semester. I know that whenever
there are hard times that arise, lose yourself and try to help others. You will
see a huge change in your outlook on life and your hardships. That is a
promise! I know that there is a reason that I don’t have a job this semester. I
just need to focus on the things that are of most importance and do my best.
That is all that is required of me. Right? Right.
I am not pressuring to believe what I believe but this is what I believe to be true. God bless!